I've been severely mentally struggling for a long time due to some things I've said in my past and how I am now viewed. I know I was in the wrong but I want to share my perspective and apologize. I wanted to respond earlier but didn't due to anxiety. https://t.co/5aaUBJntPq
@VonJim_ I'm trying to imagine the uproar if Tampa beat Colorado last season in a shootout to win the cup lmfaooooooo. Insane final tho shame it had to come down to a skills competition Kappa
@Heyzeus_18 What I remember this very differently and I’m sorry for this man, we can talk it out privately if you want, I want to address all the bad I’ve done and fix it
@ari_sm64 @11sonline Yeah sorry I didn’t make this thought out at all I’m just trying to respond quickly. I regret all those things I said I’m sorry and they won’t happen again. I was at a really bad point and things are better now. I want to own up to everything I’ve done so I can do better
@ari_sm64 @11sonline This was at my peak of being angry about accusations said towards me and I just had no filter, I promise this is not something I ever say as I couldn’t find me saying the word. I do apologize for it since that’s not an excuse I’m just explaining why
@ari_sm64 @11sonline I don’t know really it’s never something I said anywhere ever besides around him and I haven’t said it in months, I think I end up getting very easily influenced and I regret saying it at all
@xein64 @11sonline No man I just did not remember where I said it, this is not a word I normally say nor was there any racist intention, I was really upset and felt I could say it and I shouldn’t no matter how mad I get
@xein64 @11sonline I forgot who I sent it to genuinely and was trying to find it so I assumed I deleted it. I’m really sorry about that and I should have apologized
@11sonline Iirc the context was when I was being accused of the first thing I mentioned in the twitlonger and I was so extremely pissed off I was saying shit I really shouldn’t have said
@11sonline The other one with the N word was bad and I shouldn’t use it to emphasize something like this. I was told this at the time apologized and deleted it and I know I shouldn’t say either of them again I was just mad about something in the moment and could have used any other word
@11sonline Yeah so me and hector did this for a while in treys server as it was kinda anything goes for a while. At first I genuinely never heard the word before and was saying it because hector was. I looked back at my messages and have not said that word in about 5 months