Lifes been damn cruel the past few years and it's felt like I've not really been able to catch a break and I've really not been dealing with it well either. With that said, Its so invigorating that I can still have those days where I feel like things make sense and I'm happy π
Nostalgia is such a bittersweet feeling. Life goes on, you grow and you learn. You fall, build yourself back from the ground up on stronger foundations.
But part of you yearns for the world you had when you were you were less jaded.
Alas, I am grateful for what I still have.
Can't wait to start my new job and have a semblance of a normal life again. Probably been the most challenging year of my life but there's light at the end of the tunnel.
@Captn_Panda Literally only just seen this shows how often I use twitter π
Venting does help, just feels a bit like screaming into the void more often these days ππ§‘
The hardest part about getting older as a man is not being able to openly share your problems with people as much, not because people don't care but more because your head knows that it's not going to change anything unless you deal with it yourself.
I'm pleased to say that despite going through one of the most difficult phases of my life at the moment since hearing about my mum's terminal illness (amongst other things) I've kept my head up and not let it ruin my life and have only improved it as much as I can. Growth π
Trying desperately to find a job is so frustrating when the career I've always wanted and trained for is being put on hold cause of our incompetant government but hey ho π