Finding what could be a major regression in ShadPS4 when attempting to fix Love Live was definitely not in my bucket list.
Going to fork and build a fix to fix the textures for it soon here. This is a bandaid solution though, but hopefully 0.17 has a real solution to this.
I will be going under in order to have this surgery in a moment here. I will retweet this with an update the moment I am fully conscious and aware to indicate that I’m done and pulled through
Still have some nerves, but we are going to need to do this. Hope to get this done soon
I will be going under in order to have this surgery in a moment here. I will retweet this with an update the moment I am fully conscious and aware to indicate that I’m done and pulled through
Still have some nerves, but we are going to need to do this. Hope to get this done soon
4 years ago, I tweeted about needing jaw surgery and how it was going to cost $40k. At some point, this was labelled necessary and I didn’t know how I was going to obtain the funds needed without going into significant debt…
Today, I am happy to announce that I have obtained what’s needed, and will going under soon (today) to replace and repair majority—if not, all— of my teeth, gum and mouth systems. Truthfully, I am scared, but at some point, I need to embrace that this is reality. Sure as hell approaching with each minute that ticks on by.
Take care of yourselves.
Even though you feel the guilt weighing on you, it’s not your fault. We live in relevance of time, so this person was someone you could call close. Someone you built your legacy beside. From your perspective, they were cool. So for them to do something so unimaginably irreconcilable— someone you thought was a good person to have such heinous, inhumane traits… it conjures this unspeakable disillusionment that occupies the mind. You question everything. Every interaction, every warning sign, every conversation, word— memory.
Denial is only natural about something of this nature. This *was* your friend. You could never imagine them doing something like this. And yet, they did. Multiple times. We— you, the community, myself, would never know the monster that was in plain sight; each time wrapping the same monster in a prettier package. The worst part is, he has not only solidified himself in the history books, tarnishing a significant portion of VSRG, but our memories and what we’ve thought about him.
It’s genuinely devastating. This is a world-class player doing this. This was someone who had a major influence in VSRG. This was a friend, a role-model, inspiration. He fooled us all. We would never know if all of this was a facade curated for a sinister reason.
So to that… I don’t blame you. Neither should yourself. I also don’t blame you for wanting to step away after everything. I just hope whomever was affected by this— victims, friends and others whom were once associated with this person is able to heal the best they can. This isn’t something those affected can easily come back from, for the livelihoods and way of life others had was greatly affected; yours being one of them. It hurts by association, and it’s a wound that deep and will linger for a while.
I don’t have the words that may help in this kind of situation. I guess like… Just take it easy. That’s all I can really say. Take care of yourself
BruhMomentLilac had their account compromised. I noticed their account was turned into a crypto shill account. This is just a heads up for those wondering where they went.