I totally get you, Zeze 🫰it’s wild how many of us went through the same thing because we didn’t have sapphic representation or just because we thought we had to follow the norm #zeudiners
Chat: But like, actual physical attraction to men?
“Guys, I’ve already said this thirty— a hundred— three hundred billion times. I think that even straight people, for example… I mean, even a gay man can see a beautiful girl and say, ‘Oh my God, she’s gorgeous, I’m about to turn straight, I’m turning straight any minute now.’ That reaction is normal. When someone is beautiful, they’re beautiful.
But then in the end, you go out with them once, twice, and you start to feel sick to your stomach because you’re like, ‘What am I even doing here?’ You feel fake because you’re not feeling any emotions. And honestly, I just can’t — I really can’t. I think it’s a pheromone thing. I don’t know, I just can’t do it, that’s the point.
I even had a little boyfriend just to test this, because society kind of pushed me toward it, like, ‘Okay, let’s try,’ because of social norms. So I said, ‘Alright, fine, let’s try.’
But even though he was objectively perfect, I realized something was wrong. So I told him, ‘Listen, I think I like women.’ I had never kissed a woman, never touched a woman, nothing. And still I said, ‘That’s it, I’m coming out.’ Without ever having kissed or touched a woman. And I was right — my instinct was right!
Guys, I really think it’s a pheromone thing. If you smell a man versus a woman — I mean natural scent, skin — it’s completely different. Even when you touch them… I just don’t like it. What can I do? I don’t like it!
Could I change my mind one day? I strongly doubt it. But no. It’s probably my own business anyway, obviously. But for now, no. I really doubt it, guys. I think it’s a pheromone thing.
I think… I don’t know. You get what I mean? Do you understand me?”
Come to Alaska ! Alaska! Really?I already had to wear three pairs of socks in Paris and London, you wouldn't believe it.I wore normal socks, thermal socks, the regular ones, then my pants, an undershirt,a regular shirt, a sweater, a scarf, gloves, my fur coat, and my glasses.😭😂
Zeudi "cmq meglio avere la serenità! La serenità può essere piu permanente! La felicità sono momenti...un and down! Meglio vivere sereni con qualche momento di felicità"
chat: “che regalo hai fatto per natale a maryrose?”
zeudi: “in realtà noi non siamo persone che aprono i regali sotto l’albero di natale, perché in passato poche volte abbiamo avuto la possibilità di farlo.. perché non sempre ce lo potevamo permettere..”