Strawbs

DNF if you're under 18. 21yrs old

[Strawbs @Fatberryy]

I want to play pea k but my computer cant handle it. Sad.

[Strawbs @Fatberryy]

Experienced a new feeling I've never felt before/neg I wish I got in a horrible accident and die. I wish the people who actually wanted me Dead were serious. Wish pplntried harder to push me. Prayed for me to die. Smth. A lot of them are fake haters tbh not real haters by heart

[Strawbs @Fatberryy]

I wish something bad happening at at 8am didn't mean that my entire day is going to be bad.

[Strawbs @Fatberryy]

I hope that it is not raining when I leave class and there is a seat available for me. Every time I go to this class I have to fuckin change seats because there's no open seat for me except in the very back where I can see. And last class I sat in a girl who was late seat

[Pop Crave @PopCrave]

Dolly Parton’s sister asks for prayers as the country legend deals with health challenge:

“I truly believe in the power of prayer, and I have been lead to ask all of the world that loves her to be prayer warriors and pray with me.”

[Strawbs @Fatberryy]

Twtw my scratch hurts sm worse than my actual sh and it's driving me crazy I'm going insane I want to rip myself out of this body I ahye it. Why does accidentally scratch hurt worse than sh I don't want to gondeeper I'm scared. Hhh. This is punishment.

[Strawbs @Fatberryy]

Ugh I appreciate that someone cared enough to reach out and find my school but also fuck man they knocked on my door at 2am they did not help me they just made me crazy anxious

[Strawbs @Fatberryy]

Is this about me lmao? I mean it def could be about someone else but suspicious timing

[Strawbs @Fatberryy]

Because I'm bad but also the fact that so many people think I genuinely do deserve to die makes my brain so confused. I don't know what to do and what's better/worse or. Anything. Maybe sh? Maybe that's what I deserve rn. Life is so confusing.

[Strawbs @Fatberryy]

I do think that some people agreed with me that you shouldn't post uncensored stuff because like 20 people added me but what I said wasn't okay at all. I wish i could take it back or make it better somehow but I literally can't do anything else.fuck

[Strawbs @Fatberryy]

Twtw I wish I really could just kms now I know it would make a lot of people happy but I just can't. I'm a pussy. And I need to stop thinking like that at all. I don't deserve death I deserve this pain. I mean. I think. Idk. I think I deserve to live with the pain

[Strawbs @Fatberryy]

Idk I just feel like I could tell who were people who actually hated me for it and who just wanted to take their anger out on someone. I'm glad it was me i really do deserve it.

[Strawbs @Fatberryy]

LMFAO honestly valid for the comment to be making rounds it was pretty fucking dramatic. It makes sense. I just think the people giving me death threats about it don't actually care and just used it as an excuse to be mean. Bc the morals of it just don't line up at all

[Strawbs @Fatberryy]

Or like maybe you think it's okay to tell people to kill themselves if you genuinely perceive them as someone who deserves to die. I guess it does line up I take it back. Definitely some people just used it as an excuse though

[Strawbs @Fatberryy]

@lil_olli98 I don't think you're gross <3 I love your tattoo

[Strawbs @Fatberryy]

I Want my mommy I hope that heaven is real and that I hope so that I can see her again I miss her I want my mom to hold me again I don't even remember her touch or her voice. I remember her face because of pictures

[Strawbs @Fatberryy]

@marciesstable Wait I hope someoneanswers this bc I'm really curious what section the little fang would be in. I mean. I'm guessing 4 but it's like. NBD level 4. I think there should be a separate chart for appearance stuff maybe??

[Strawbs @Fatberryy]

Sitting on KY bed quietly crying facing away from my roommate I hope he doesn't try to talk me I'm trying to wipe my face rn so I can go to the bathroom and actually clean up but it just keeps cominggg

[Strawbs @Fatberryy]

@marciesstable Thank you<3 Do you genuinely think doing that could actually help? I'm so lost

[Strawbs @Fatberryy]

Maybe becoming religious would make me feel better bur I don't see it happening. I doubt too much. And I was told from a young age that God knows if you're faking it. If I couldn't believe at 8 how could I believe now? I can't be saved bc he'd know I'm gaslighted myself

[Strawbs @Fatberryy]

Ugh the only time I choose to take the elevator and it takes forever