New Intro?
Name here is Judas
-22 He/They/It
-Virgo
- #edtwt#shtwt
- I vent about bpd , did , past sexual assault , ed , self harm , and other stuff I can't think of atm.
-I make vent art and have a small thread of them
- Fatspo Chubspo DNI
-LGBTQIA safe space
All the while the election is shit. Kids mother's and innocent lives are being genocided.
Covid still running rampant
Ai taking over all the things we as a people wanted to do ourselves.
Ai taking over all the creativity meanwhile Ai is also using its "amazing" tech for murder.
My partner suffers and i await for disability to look over my repeal. They spent a year the first time just to deny me. Now it's been since April 22 since the last update on my appeal.
He suffers and I wait as I get good blood tests and "nothings wrong here" meanwhile
Meanwhile i suffer trying to get up and even be alive and awake because of my disabilities.
They deny me because they think there has to be some kind of job for me.
But what is there? I can't do physical labor. I can't do customer service. What else is there without a degree?
Day 1, Attempt millionth: tracking my calories. And taking my medication regularly. Ate a lower serving of overnight oats with fruit. Was pretty good. Took my Vyvanse. That usually helps curb my b.e.d but I've been emotional af lately and that hasn't helped me with eating at all
That slightly chubby with major body dysmorphia to getting fat and becoming what you always saw nightmare pipeline is real. It got me. And I hate myself for it fr