Jasper

Hi I’m Jasper He/they EdTw Cw:102.4Gw:90 UGW:85 5’2

[Jasper @FattyJasper]

Hi uhh I guess I should introduce myself. Hi I’m Jasper, he/they pronouns, not new to edtwt, just a new account. I was “recovered” but relapsing so I’m back #proanatwt #anatwt #meansp0 #thinsp0 #sweetspo #fatsp0

[Jasper @FattyJasper]

I’m gonna let myself have 700 calories on days that I have practice bc I need to be able to function on those days #anatwt #proana #proanatwt #EDtwt #edtwt

[Jasper @FattyJasper]

My mom made me food nd it’s 162 calories not even counting the oil nd I feel bad for wasting her time but it’s high calorie and literally is one of my fear foods

[Jasper @FattyJasper]

@lovelycalz Egg yolks, bagels, instant ramen, frozen pizza, peanut butter, muffins, cereal, coffee shop coffee, apples, oranges

[Jasper @FattyJasper]

YALL MY BMI IS OFFICIALLY 18.4

[Jasper @FattyJasper]

My parents are gonna be gone Friday, Saturday, and some of Sunday so I’m gonna do a 48h fast, the longest I’ve done was 24h and that was like a year ago before my “recovery”#anatwt #proanatwt #edtwt #EDtwt #ricecaketwt

[Jasper @FattyJasper]

@vaznecs Tbh I go on Ed tiktok to trigger myself sometimes

[Jasper @FattyJasper]

IF I LOW RESTRICT THEN I FEEL LIKE IM GONNA BINGE ND IF I HIGH RESTRICT I DON’T LOOSE FAST ENOUGH ND I FEEL LIKE I OVEREAT

[Jasper @FattyJasper]

@imtiredlolz Nah

[Jasper @FattyJasper]

I’m scared to even go near the kitchen I don’t trust myself

#anatwt #edtwt #ricecaketwt #proanatwt #EDtwt

[Jasper @FattyJasper]

I’m literally having a breakdown over something that I haven’t even eaten

[Jasper @FattyJasper]

“ just eat if your hungry” I’m legit about to cry over an 140 snack that I didn’t even eat bc if I eat it I’ll feel like a failure

[Jasper @FattyJasper]

How do I feel guilty for eating something that I haven’t even eaten yet #ana #anatwt #proanatwt #EDtwt #edtwt

[Jasper @FattyJasper]

I’m just gonna be super strict on myself tomorrow bc I legit can’t afford to binge

[Jasper @FattyJasper]

My dad got me these chip things and they’re 420 calories in a bag I’m so scared I’m gonna binge on them

[Jasper @FattyJasper]

Like I’m legit gonna run like 7 miles, so the calories would be burned off but I’m so scared to ruin my progress

[Jasper @FattyJasper]

Ig I could do high restriction tomorrow since I have xc practice but I’m terrified to eat more than 350 cal

[Jasper @FattyJasper]

Why am I scared to eat more than 350 calories I used to eat like 1900

[Jasper @FattyJasper]

I feel like I’m gonna binge tomorrow I’m scared

[Jasper @FattyJasper]

HOW OFTEN DO YALL HAVE METABOLISM DAYS #anatwt #edtwt #ricecaketwt #proanatwt