@bertnhold Its not even about the balancing to me.
Its about the itch I feel whenever I stare at the ID. You could had been the missing piece, yet you arent. I could have the team I prophesized and waiting for so long. Yet, you cant fullfil it. So..I now gotta wait 2 years till the ID comes
@SCRUTELLO I am deadly scared of fast hard balls because as a kid, intentionally or not. Other kids would always launch a ball toward me and hit my face, then I would bleed out from my nose
This was a monthly occurence for 3-5 years as a kid.
As of today, when I instinctually cower and hide
for an adult. Because I didn't know what to do.
Anyways that whole school knew me as the boy who carried undies and walked around covered in shit into the assembly mid really important announcements!
When I was like.. 8?, I was in assembly but need to shit really bad before the national anthem ended.
So I booked for it and I shat my pants mid way. Idiot kid me didn't know what to do. So I walked out covered in shit holding my undies covered in shit into the assembly looking-