ive always had these habits. i used to throw up when i was 16 but that shit is not cool. the thing is i am naturally thin, when i got in the psych ward i bloated so bad because new meds (risperidone) and the 4 obligatory meals. body dysmorphia w a sprinkle of ana bc i rlly dont eat still bc i forget about it, like my body got used to it
thinking abt the time i didnt eat for almost 2 weeks and i would survive on coca cola and some yogurt. biggest headache ever and i couldnt sleep well. losing weight at what cost ?