@Omgemeraldddd but you kinda are all of those things? I am diagnosed with severe depression and yes I am all of those things
there's nothing pinky and joyful about it, you are behaving yourself as a burden and you feel yourself as a burden
you can't do shit and you see the world negatively
cota genuinely up there as one of my favorite kimi weekends. unexpected pole, clean race win, being 2 points away from clinching the wdc, him and his team just so visibly happy. i feel like i’m high on dopamine