Don’t share your feelings. Be a robot. In feminine clothes. And smile. Sit in a corner and obey other people’s feelings over yours, and like it. Be yourself but not really. Only certain parts are ok. And follow the rules, when you talk you ruin the plan. Stick to the script.
Currently in Bangkok, Thailand. It’s 5:52a. I’m tipsy and cuddled up with my girlfriend looking at this downtown skyline on the 27th floor. I can’t explain it. But this is heaven. The love of my life appeared and I am so grateful.
Thailand on Monday. It’s time. Roses and balloons in the hotel, surprise professional photoshoots, gifts. Jacuzzi on one balcony, swimming pool on the other. It’s her birthday and I’m showing all the way out.