no one talks about how draining it is when ur mood is constantly switching between "it's okay, i don't care, i'll be okay" and "i don't know how much more i can take"
I want to be somebody's wife. I want to experience a love that's intentional, a marriage that's healthy, a partnership where we grow together, and a man who doesn't just want me for a season but chooses me for a lifetime.
❤️
My newest prayer is simple: “Lord, settle it.”
Settle my mind. Settle my heart. Settle my spirit.
Teach me to walk in peace instead of anxiety, and faith instead of fear. 🤍
I keep getting waves of anxiety and I keep wondering if I’ll ever be able to move from this. Then I remember that there are many women before me who have gotten out of worse situations and came out even better. I’ll be just fine. I just need time.
I’ve always said Im not scared of death or dying. But after my near death experience yesterday??? I don’t think I want it to happen while I’m alone. Unfortunately someone will have to be there, to hold my hand or whatever.