I actually haven't been this depressed in a long time and the only thing that's changed in my life is my location. I'm back home from uni but I'm literally hopeless. N Ik I'll be fine once I'm out of here but I can't do it. I'm crying everyday, I bedrot all day everyday
It pisses me off that some of the most intelligent people I know (my sister especially) have come to the conclusion that the abrahamic god exists and he is just. I cannot fathom that amount of cognitive dissonance
I actually haven't been this depressed in a long time and the only thing that's changed in my life is my location. I'm back home from uni but I'm literally hopeless. N Ik I'll be fine once I'm out of here but I can't do it. I'm crying everyday, I bedrot all day everyday
I literally feel like I'm decaying N I feel stupid for saying it cause I know it's temporary but I just want it to stop. It was easy to power through when I didn't know any different but now it's actually affecting my life n my future because I have real responsibilities
Bruhhhhh, my food scale was broken so I've been eating in a surplus instead of a deficit n now I need to do an aggressive cut without fucking up my hormones or losing tons of muscle