@lonely_rockk Yeah can't handle that mostly tbh doesn't help that most of my friends live in other countries so it wouldn't be feasible anyway that is the worst kind of pain i experience pretty often
@lonely_rockk Yeah had the same feeling about a female friend i had only a crush though, that she had confessed to me that she had blew my mind someone could like me to that extend felt like the real deal for like 3 months
@lonely_rockk ehh the bog standard i like to look myself as is decent looking only in very specific angles do i look good aswell not reliable though one day i feel like i look handsome and another day i feel like i look like shit so i just assume im in the middle of those two perspectives
@lonely_rockk I do get it i've also gotten so unstable lately constantly freak out about that with a bunch of anxiety and depression of feeling that no one cares about you just gotta talk to them if that is possible
@RobbyG3213@lonely_rockk I get that mindset but it takes alot of courage to find out if they actually would abandon you and if they do you just feel so much worse, to feel that the ones you care so much about not caring about you
@lonely_rockk yeahhh i've been having alot of overbearing anxiety feelings about that to my friends aswell doesn't help that im the newest don't feel like im apart of the main group and not only that they have another discord server that i can't be apart of as the only one
@lonely_rockk yeah the past year i've been struggling with that aswell for me it's only for my online friends and i just always get all the notifications of when their playing and online can't do nothing else worse is when i can't join i just gotta watch them have fun without me