I think i have turned relapsing into my fetish. I will give. Decide never again. Come back and relapse again. Its a cycle of shame but its addicting and crushes more of my spirit each time.
[Findom]
Its amazing how much joy they take at watching us fail. Actual drug dealers don't take as much glee making addicts relapse. I really think its not even the money, they just love watching us fail....#findom#findommes#relapse#findomaddiction
@QueenLou_Lou@FPrince__ Lol i thought it was ironic. It was in no means meant as a negative towards you, i think you're awesome. I just always have some kind of logistic issue with non us or Canadian dommes.
Spent last year rebuilding the relationships i destroyed for findom but each day that im isolated is making it harder to fight the urge that is slowly consuming me. #findom
A few weeks ago i relapsed but sometimes faith plays is as there was an issue with cash app (this is why i stick with US dommes) and it was returned so my 2 year sober streak did not end last month after all. #findom