Btw for past few years as I live on my own for various reasons I slept most of the time on couch and idk if I'm so used to it or what but I don't like sleeping in my own bed. Like it's so hot, the pillow is wrong, I don't have anything to put my leg on and ugh...
It's middle of the night and I'm hungry. Plus I went to sleep early because around 23:00 and I'm already tired of sleeping (not that I slept much during that last two hours, I remember thinking a lot, switching positions etc.).
I'm taking meds that kinda help and kinda don't but they make me feel so bad at the end of the day. Oversensitive and all, I'm currently having headache that's so fucking annoying....
I'm having doc appointment in two weeks to ask about new ones... Ugh...
Flaws of living alone...
I forgot to bring clean towel to bathroom and went to take a shower and I realised it in the middle if showering so now I'm waiting to air dry enough so I can go for towels without making everything wet
It looked fun so I did it too.
Btw it's hard to pick sometimes because I like how some songs sounds but I don't listen to them very often for some reason tho the other pick is something I listen more often but it doesn't sound as cool
I kinda feel guilty about buying it. Like I know I had the right to do it, it's my money. I can sell it if I won't like it.
But still part of me feels the urge to justify why I even bought it. And that's partially the reason why I didn't say my family about it except my dad
So I got myself a keyboard as a lifelong dream but also a whim because I know myself well enough to suspect it might be temporary excitement.
But I'm excited now.
I wish myself that even if it's another ADHD driven hobby, I will be going back to it regularly.
@keurimjanee What a dope outfit. At first I wanted to compliment the top (spikes!!) then I noticed the necklaces (stunning!!) and the gloves.
Top tier outfit
@DreamCJen Not exactly kpop but Kim Jong Wan from NELL (yes I had to, they released an album and I'm living for them currently). But if kpop then Kim Sunggyu from Infinite