My phone of the last 5 years exploded, as they do..
So I booted up some old ones I had. I don't know what compels me to keep these? #Nostalgia?
Anyways I found pages of old texts that read like a story book of a life I no longer recognize. What I did realize was all those terrible bad times were 100% real and I handled them all as respectfully and as honest to myself as I possibly could have.
What resulted in my current torment and distain for the world was always brought on by people who never gave a shit about me while I gave them my all for #YEARS on end. I'm lucky for the many things I have but was extremely unfortunate to always place my bets; ALL my chips on the table for the worst people.
All my terrible #feelings and self destruction was justified under these horrible situations of which I can't really share full details. I have become so hollow, never wanting to go through the pain of a 1 on 1 relationship again because of all the times I tried so hard for others. In the end I didn't matter to them, I ended up alone and have been living with that lonesome #broken mess they #abandoned in my brain.
My share of blame was and is real, but I also feel I did not deserve to be led on and tortured my entire young adult life. I can only hope those lessons make me a better person now in some way. I feel I always was the person working for good things but the ones I loved continued to assault the light inside my soul, snuffing it out replacing it with this darkness.
Since #COVID_19 #Pandemic2020 I've lived with no purpose. I've only had myself with the exception of my parents still surviving a 40+ Year #Marriage I continue to try and live for today, but the damage is forever. Please understand these circumstances I've described should my dark soul ever bleed into yours. I'm truly sorry.
So they can watch for 13 days, get your attention from the sub, having you thank them, enjoy the emotes, ad-free viewing and then just freely take the money back?
Awesome… thats totally not gonna get exploited
If you’re looking for a phone stand for your iPhone for your tracking, this is the one I always recommended!
I’ve has this ever since I started Vtubing. It is USB powered because it has a cooling fan at the back and it will help keep your phone cool when you’re using it!
The name of this product is Ulanzi SK-06 Phone Clip with Cooling Fan
"Aha Instant" | Himeko • Nova
"not matter how tangled our pasts or how distant the future, our bond remains unchanged. I am Himeko, Navigator of the Astral Express — and your family, always looking out at the same horizon as you."
Some fight by your side, while others watch over you, the Trailblaze is never a solitary voyage.
She paints a trailblazing miracle. The silver rail stretches on, and the Nameless set sail once more, illuminating the galaxy's eternal night. At the end of the line, she looks back once again. The dream of setting forth has never run aground.
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@mrbrown_nft $1,000 for the Vtube model I got scammed on and $300 for the CS2 skin that was robbed from me. Would seriously feel so good to remedy those and donate to my fox friends.
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I live in a generation I don't belong in. Twitter / X when I was growing up was about trending #hashtags and #tagging your #tweet alongside the trends. Now it seems more like find a trending post and reply to it in order to have reach. You can no longer grow from hashtagging. @X