🦊FoxyQueenSeju

🏳️‍🌈 #femme | #WLW #Yuri #Sapphic
🩷 sone & pink blood| professional #SejuApologist
👑 #TaeyeonSNSD #IreneRV #SejuWDTFS #LenaMiu
🤙#FollowBack #F4F #lesbian

[🦊FoxyQueenSeju @FoxyQueenSeju]

Chapter 105: The fear of wanting Sumin forever

What makes this scene so meaningful to me is the difference between what Sumin says aloud and what Seju thinks privately.
Sumin:
“I want to stay with you forever.”
She openly expresses the future she wants with Seju.
Seju:
“It scares me that I want to stay by your side more and more.”
She privately recognizes how deeply she's becoming attached to Sumin.
These two statements are not opposites.
They're two different expressions of the same growing attachment.
Sumin is brave enough to put her feelings into words. Seju is experiencing the emotional consequences of realizing just how much she wants this relationship.

And I don't want to overlook the anniversary cake either.
Sumin failed at making something for Seju, but Seju wasn't disappointed. She was happy that Sumin tried.
That is what makes their relationship feel so intimate in these panels. They're not expecting perfection from each other. They're learning to appreciate the effort, affection, and vulnerability behind small gestures.

Seju once wanted Sumin so much that simply being loved by her might have felt unimaginable. Now she has Sumin beside her, celebrating their hundred days, hugging her, and talking about forever.
And instead of taking that happiness for granted, Seju realizes that she's becoming more attached every day.

That's what scares her.
Not that she doesn't want Sumin.
But perhaps that she wants her more than she ever expected to.
For Seju, the frightening part of love isn't necessarily falling in love. It's discovering just how much of her future she has begun to imagine with one person.

Unapologetically,
Seju Apologist 🦊

#BaekSeju #Seju #Sumin #WDTFS #WhatDoesTheFoxSay #SejuApologist #manhwa #manga #webtoon #WLW #yuri

[🦊FoxyQueenSeju @FoxyQueenSeju]

I agree! I think Seju is almost afraid to believe that Sumin could still love her after everything that happened. There’s probably guilt and a sense of unworthiness behind that hesitation. And Sumin’s frustration makes sense because she hasn’t completely let go either. She’s still caught between the love she has for Seju and the pain Seju caused her. As long as those feelings are still there, I don’t think their story is necessarily over🫶🏻

[🦊FoxyQueenSeju @FoxyQueenSeju]

Does Sumin still love Baek Seju, even after everything that happened between them?

Unapologetically,
Seju Apologist 🦊

#BaekSeju #Seju #Sumin #WDTFS #WhatDoesTheFoxSay #SejuApologist #manhwa #manga #webtoon #WLW #yuri

[🦊FoxyQueenSeju @FoxyQueenSeju]

@kakurala1111 Ohhhh…I feel you🫶🏻

[🦊FoxyQueenSeju @FoxyQueenSeju]

@Anclaflg Exactly. I think the most beautiful kind of love is the one where two people keep choosing each other, even when things aren’t perfect. It’s about growing together, understanding each other, and never stopping making an effort. That’s the kind of relationship I believe in. 🫶🏻

[🦊FoxyQueenSeju @FoxyQueenSeju]

I believe a lasting relationship isn’t built on luck, but on two people who continue to choose each other every single day. It’s not just about the butterflies, excitement, or beautiful moments in the beginning. It’s about how we treat each other when things get difficult, and how we make an effort even on the days when love doesn’t feel easy. I never want us to take what we have for granted. I want us to keep growing together, supporting each other, and putting in the same effort while still being true to ourselves. Because at the end of the day, loving someone is a feeling, but choosing to stay, work things out, and build a life together is a commitment we make every single day.

#wlw #les #lesbian #wlwcouple

[🦊FoxyQueenSeju @FoxyQueenSeju]

Exactly. Seju made a terrible mistake, but I don’t think that justifies how she was treated for the next ten years. Her attachment was real, her love was genuine, and she never stopped wanting Sumin. I think Sumin knew just how deeply Seju loved her, and sometimes that became something she could take for granted while holding on to her resentment. But the fact that Sumin stayed, despite everything, makes me think her own feelings were never as gone as she wanted to believe. They were both trapped in a love neither could fully let go of.

[🦊FoxyQueenSeju @FoxyQueenSeju]

I agree, but I think there’s another layer to this. Seju wasn’t just someone Sumin couldn’t stop loving; she was someone whose place in Sumin’s heart remained unresolved despite everything that happened between them.

I think Sumin’s cruelty toward Seju was partly a way of distancing herself from feelings she didn’t know how to confront. Loving Seju meant confronting the betrayal, the resentment, the pain, and the vulnerability that came with their history. It was easier to punish Seju than to admit that she still had feelings for her.

And from Seju’s perspective, that’s particularly heartbreaking. Seju could feel that Sumin still had something for her, but that didn’t mean she could receive that love without being hurt by it.

I don’t think Sumin’s love disappeared. It became tangled up with resentment, fear, and unresolved trauma. Perhaps that’s why Seju’s eventual absence mattered so much. Only when she was no longer there could Sumin finally stop living between the past she couldn’t let go of and the future she was trying to build with Sungji.

Seju was still part of Sumin’s heart, but being loved and being chosen are two very different things🤧

[🦊FoxyQueenSeju @FoxyQueenSeju]

I think Seju’s love for Sumin gets overshadowed by the cheating, as if years of love and devotion suddenly mean nothing because of her mistakes. Sumin’s resentment never erased what Seju meant to her. Maybe falling for Sungji made her finally understand just how deeply Seju had loved her, and how much of her own heart was still tied to Seju.

[🦊FoxyQueenSeju @FoxyQueenSeju]

It’s exhausting and heartbreaking to have to ask for things that should come naturally from someone who genuinely cares. Everyone makes mistakes, but repeatedly overlooking someone’s feelings is a different thing. I’m not asking for perfection, just mutual care, effort, and respect. I refuse to keep reminding someone that I matter. And if I have to keep asking for the bare minimum, eventually, I’ll have to choose my own peace and walk away.

#wlw #les #lesbian #wlwtwt

[🦊FoxyQueenSeju @FoxyQueenSeju]

@king_sparkie What does the fox say?

[🦊FoxyQueenSeju @FoxyQueenSeju]

Whether Seju sees this as Sumin genuinely reaching for her emotionally, or whether Seju is simply caught up in a moment of closeness with someone she still loves🫶🏻

Unapologetically,
Seju Apologist 🦊

#BaekSeju #Seju #Sumin #WDTFS #WhatDoesTheFoxSay #SejuApologist #manhwa #manga #webtoon #WLW #Yuri

[🦊FoxyQueenSeju @FoxyQueenSeju]

@TravelA30017026 What does the fox say?

[🦊FoxyQueenSeju @FoxyQueenSeju]

It’s okay to go quiet when you’re hurt or let down. Sometimes you just run out of things to say when nothing ever changes.

#WLW #talkjustwlw #lesbian #les

[🦊FoxyQueenSeju @FoxyQueenSeju]

Chapter 104: A hundred days with Sumin🫶🏻

I really like this chapter because it shows a different kind of intimacy between young Seju and Sumin. They're no longer at the stage of wondering whether the other person likes them. They're dating, they've been together for a while, and they're gradually becoming more comfortable expressing affection.
But what I find especially interesting is that even after becoming a couple, they still make each other nervous.

Seju remembers the significance of their relationship milestones.
In Chapter 102, she remembered that it had been 42 days since their first kiss.
Now, in Chapter 104, she brings up their hundred days together.

There is a pattern here.
Seju pays attention to the time they've spent together. She remembers their first kiss and now celebrates another milestone.
I wouldn't interpret this as simply being playful. It suggests that these dates matter to her.
For someone who once spent so much time longing for Sumin, being able to celebrate a hundred days as Sumin's actual girlfriend must feel special.

They're learning each other's habits, becoming familiar with each other's spaces, teasing each other, and creating their own little traditions.

And I want to highlight one particular thing about Seju.
She seems to enjoy making Sumin flustered, but she also allows herself to be affectionate and playful. She isn't trying to maintain some distant, untouchable image around her girlfriend.
She can be sweet, teasing, and a little mischievous.

My favourite takeaway is that Seju is no longer just someone who wants to be loved by Sumin. She's now someone who gets to experience being loved by Sumin in the smallest everyday ways.
And Sumin, despite being her girlfriend for a hundred days, is still nervous whenever Seju looks at her.
That's rather precious. ❤

Unapologetically,
Seju Apologist 🦊

#BaekSeju #Seju #Sumin #WDTFS #WhatDoesTheFoxSay #SejuApologist #manhwa #manga #webtoon #WLW #yuri

[🦊FoxyQueenSeju @FoxyQueenSeju]

@edi_yey DM you na

[🦊FoxyQueenSeju @FoxyQueenSeju]

Chapter 102 (Part 4) “I'll wait for now.”

What I appreciate most about Chapter 102 is how ordinary and intimate everything feels.

Seju is looking forward to spending time with Sumin. She isn't treating their trip as a limited opportunity to squeeze everything into a schedule. She talks as though they have plenty of time together.
And perhaps that's what makes this moment particularly lovely: Seju is imagining a future filled with ordinary experiences with Sumin.
She wants to go places, explore, and make memories together.

Seju doesn't assume that being in a relationship automatically gives her permission to do whatever she wants.
And there's something especially tender about the fact that Seju asks instead of simply reaching for Sumin.
She wants to be close to Sumin, but she wants Sumin to choose that closeness too.

The panels showing them lying together are quiet, but emotionally meaningful. Just two people learning how to be physically close to each other.

Sumin is communicating her feelings and her limits. Their relationship is still relatively new, and they're figuring out what intimacy means for them.
From Seju's perspective, this is a moment where she has to listen rather than assume.

Despite everything that has happened in this chapter, Seju is still willing to wait.
She doesn't appear to be treating intimacy as something that must happen immediately just because they're dating.
She can enjoy the affection they share now while allowing the relationship to develop at its own pace.

Unapologetically,
Seju Apologist 🦊

#BaekSeju #Seju #Sumin #WDTFS #WhatDoesTheFoxSay #SejuApologist #manhwa #manga #webtoon #WLW #Yuri

[🦊FoxyQueenSeju @FoxyQueenSeju]

@seirin_bell They are still adorable🫶🏻

[🦊FoxyQueenSeju @FoxyQueenSeju]

The right person won't leave you awake at night wondering where you stand, because genuine affection flows naturally without forcing you to chase it.

#wlw #talkjustimg #lesbian #les

[🦊FoxyQueenSeju @FoxyQueenSeju]

The next time I open my heart,

It has to be for someone who is completely clear about what she wants. I don't have the energy for hot-and-cold dynamics or trying to decode mixed signals anymore. I need a woman whose actions match her words, who makes me feel safe, and who shows up for me consistently. If I’m going to love again, I want it to be intentional, honest, and real.

#wlw #lesbian #les