SEI - 5ENSE

🐸 A frog looking up at the sky.
2D-3D artist. Cosplayer. Photographer. Writer. Craftsperson. AI artist. Cosplay event organizer.

[SEI - 5ENSE @FrogSeichik]

What comes next — I cannot see.
For now, there's fog, a little grief,
and cats are scratching at my soul.
Inside — a heavy stone, whole.
And feelings with nowhere to go.

Longing, hopelessness — they stay.
Better to feel nothing at all.
What are they for, anyway?

[SEI - 5ENSE @FrogSeichik]

I don't know yet what or how —
I create, slowly, now.
Pictures build into a frame,
giving birth to a fairy tale unnamed.
#Handmade #Feelings #Poetry #SoulAndHeart

[SEI - 5ENSE @FrogSeichik]

«ฉันมีโลกที่สวยงามอยู่ภายในตัวฉัน
และฉันไม่จำเป็นต้องอธิบายมันให้ใครฟัง».
🔹🔹🔹
«У меня есть красивый мир внутри меня, и я никому не обязана его объяснять».
#Phuwin #ภูวินทร์ #FishInTheSky #ปลาบนฟ้า #FrogAndHerDreams

[SEI - 5ENSE @FrogSeichik]

And the fish in the sky,
and the frog in the pond —
she watches the sky
where the beautiful Fish-Bird lives and plays.

[SEI - 5ENSE @FrogSeichik]

I know I'm not needed by anyone.
That's a fact.
I'm not in a movie or a fairy tale,
but I can't stop dreaming.
#FishInTheSky #ปลาบนฟ้า #ภูวินทร์ #FrogAndHerDreams #Phuwin

[SEI - 5ENSE @FrogSeichik]

We'd walk hand in hand under an umbrella in the rain,
and in the snow — warm each other with a blanket and tea.
We'd be everything to each other —
talking, loving, understanding.

But all of this is just fantasy, just dreams.
Real life is different.

[SEI - 5ENSE @FrogSeichik]

He probably doesn't know that he's saving someone thousands of kilometers away — someone he'll never see. But he is saving me.

[SEI - 5ENSE @FrogSeichik]

"Revelation"

The white rose reminds me of Phuwin, because on the day I bought it, I wrote my first poem — "Fish in the Sky."

#Phuwin #ภูวินทร์ #PoetrySaves #Hope #StrugglingButHere

[SEI - 5ENSE @FrogSeichik]

Why did Phuwin catch my attention?
Mmm... His smile. It's so charming — when I see it, I want to smile back. His hands — long fingers like a pianist's — are beautiful. When I look at him, I feel warmth, sunlight. It gets a little easier. It gives me hope that life isn't so bad.

[SEI - 5ENSE @FrogSeichik]

And the fact that it was so high up —
it means I understand: this won't be easy.
I'm heading for a height that demands effort.
But I don't stop.

[SEI - 5ENSE @FrogSeichik]

Today I had a strange dream-empty and sluggish.
There was no meaning in it-or maybe there was.
Empty landscapes, empty hallways.
There were no staircases.
Climbing up was hard,
but possible, yet heavy.
An uneasy dream.
I woke up tired.
#DreamState #BuildingMyWay #InnerStrength

[SEI - 5ENSE @FrogSeichik]

This dream tells me that even in emptiness and exhaustion,
even when it feels like I have no strength or meaning left —
I still find a way to rise.
I don't wait for a ready-made elevator. I don't wait for help.
I gather whatever I can and make it carry my weight.

[SEI - 5ENSE @FrogSeichik]

Recently I died in my sleep.
But before my body went limp,
my consciousness asked me:
"Do you want to fight for your life?"

— No, I answered.

But death didn't come easily:
something inside fought for life.
#DreamState #InnerStruggle #WillToLive #Consciousness #FightForLife

[SEI - 5ENSE @FrogSeichik]

(...)เธอมองขึ้นไปบนฟ้าสีเทา
วันนี้หนาวและฝนก็เทลงมา
แต่กบรู้ดี ว่าข้างบนนั้น
ปลามีปีกว่ายอยู่ในเงาเมฆา

หวังว่ามันจะไม่เหนื่อยล้าระหว่างทาง
หวังว่ามันจะมีแรงบินได้ไกล
กบไม่สามารถลุกขึ้น บินไป หรือหนีไป
แต่เธอยังคงเฝ้ามองต่อไป

[SEI - 5ENSE @FrogSeichik]

ท้องฟ้าสีเทา ต้นกกสีดำ
ลมหนาวพัดมันโค้งลงมา
ใบหญ้าฟาดหลังกบซ้ำแล้วซ้ำเล่า
แต่กบไม่แคร์ ปล่อยให้มันตี เธอแค่เหนื่อยล้า (...)
#Phuwin #ภูวินทร์ #FrogAndSky #กบกับฟ้า #RainyDayPoetry