yosano of $htwt

14/ defective / basic dni/ 😊🔫/ i just post my stupid thoughts here
m/w @hollowIove_ (˶ᵔ ᗜ ᵔ˶)

[yosano of $htwt @FrostySnowBeans]

How I feel forcing myself to smile and act animated when my parents come into the room when I was contemplating suicide for the 9999999th time

[yosano of $htwt @FrostySnowBeans]

I just found my password for my long lost Roblox account in my old suicide note woa

[yosano of $htwt @FrostySnowBeans]

Been going to the dentist so long I remember passing by my school on the way to the dentist last time and being happy that I wasn’t at school like the rest of those losers and now I don’t even go there anymore 😭😭

[yosano of $htwt @FrostySnowBeans]

And the dentist keeps getting mad at me cause my teeth are horrible like gee I’m fucking sorry I can’t even shower and I’m trying not to kms and my teeth aren’t a fucking priority rn

[yosano of $htwt @FrostySnowBeans]

Idk why my parents even keep forcing me to go to the dentist repeatedly when I’m not cleaning my teeth at all like I’m just gonna have to go again wait for me to get on track with it at least damn

[yosano of $htwt @FrostySnowBeans]

Why do I have to go to the dentist AGAIN tomorrow I go all the time now 😥😥

[yosano of $htwt @FrostySnowBeans]

I can smell a skunk outside it’s so strong it’s coming in through the AC someone kill me

[yosano of $htwt @FrostySnowBeans]

@lucyyloliipop I thought it was really pretty when I looked at it…I love Lucy 𐔌՞. .՞𐦯

[yosano of $htwt @FrostySnowBeans]

I was so lightheaded all day and then I realized I hadn’t eaten anything so I ate something and now I feel better..

[yosano of $htwt @FrostySnowBeans]

Marshmallow came up to me and I thought he loved me but then he just started chewing on my phone charger again 💔💔

[yosano of $htwt @FrostySnowBeans]

Like maybe clean ur deep wounds that needed stitches yk maybe?? Once a day at least?? God forbid..

[yosano of $htwt @FrostySnowBeans]

I haven’t changed my bandages on my beans in uhhh 2 days?? 2 and a half?? And now I’m like half asleep and I’m forcing myself to get up to change it actually fuck my life why now IM TIREDDDD 😡😞

[yosano of $htwt @FrostySnowBeans]

It looks DIRTY 💔💔 I’m so slow

[yosano of $htwt @FrostySnowBeans]

I bandaged the cut and then it fell off within like 10 mins and now I can just feel the blood soaking into my pants but fucking whatever bro I tried ok I’m not getting another one I just locked the door

[yosano of $htwt @FrostySnowBeans]

Why do my blades get dull so easily 😭😭😭

[yosano of $htwt @FrostySnowBeans]

I have to change my bandages I have to wash my clothes I have to feed my cats I have to do my daily tasks I have to take my meds can I just die instead this is too much work I’m tired..😥

[yosano of $htwt @FrostySnowBeans]

I have to do like 5 different things rn and I’m just laying in bed doing nothing 😍😍

[yosano of $htwt @FrostySnowBeans]

@hollowiovepriv Real

[yosano of $htwt @FrostySnowBeans]

@hollowiovepriv NOOOOOO

[yosano of $htwt @FrostySnowBeans]

@hollowiovepriv OKAY ITS NIT BAD THST WAS POOR WIRDING 😥😥 I like it pls don’t delete it..