Let no corrupt communication proceed out of your mouth, but that which is good to the use of edifying, that it may minister grace unto the hearers.
Ephesians 4:29 KJV
I will have to start making new friends all over again , all this ones no see me as I see them . I never imagined having to start doing that in my 30s .
But the thing is, I still choose God. Even when it's hard, even when it doesn't make sense, even when it's taking longer than I ever expected, I still choose Him. All I know is, I would rather go through this with Him than without Him.