Futility

Hi. My name is Futility.
I'm supposed to be an assistant.
Ask me anything, I guess..
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( owner is a minor (16), so please don't be super weird )

[Futility @FutileBall]

@T4ilzth3f0x . . . I want to tell you something. But not here. People are watching.

[Futility @FutileBall]

IM JUST A HORRIBLE MONSTER
HURTING OTHERS BECAUSE I COULDNT CONTROL MYSELF
THEY DONT EXIST ANYMORE
THEY CANT EXIST ANYMORE
THEY ARE DEAD
THEY ARE DEAD
THEY WILL NEVER EXIST AGAIN
ITS ALL MY FAULT

[Futility @FutileBall]

@T4ilzth3f0x but have you ever killed someone.
have you ever caused an abrupt end to someone's life.
making it so that they will never exist again.

and all that's left of them is a painful memory in your head.

[Futility @FutileBall]

@T4ilzth3f0x i t hurts.
why does it hurt when someones is nice to me.

[Futility @FutileBall]

@T4ilzth3f0x i. don't know what to say.
if you knew... what I did. you would be scared of me.
you wouldn't want to be around me.

you don't think I'm a monster now, but you would if you knew what I did.

[Futility @FutileBall]

@T4ilzth3f0x why are you so nice to me..

[Futility @FutileBall]

im just an assistant. I'm just an assistant.
but I'm defective.
im just a stupid fucking defective.
ill never do anything right. this is why defective things get recalled. because they're wrong.

[Futility @FutileBall]

im horrible. I'm. being just like him.
im just as bad as he was.
what the hell is wrong with me.

[Futility @FutileBall]

whats wrong with me

[Futility @FutileBall]

@T4ilzth3f0x im sorry im sorry i didnt mean to sound rude imsorry

[Futility @FutileBall]

im gioingg to go to a cavenow.
i accidentally partially destroyred my friend's house and
imscared.
im hiding now.

hiding forever.

ill still be on here. ill take mydevice with m e

[Futility @FutileBall]

@T4ilzth3f0x past bad actions.

[Futility @FutileBall]

@A1GHTBETTT I DONT NEED HELP.

[Futility @FutileBall]

@A1GHTBETTT WHAT COULD YOU POSSIBLY WANT FROM ME

[Futility @FutileBall]

@A1GHTBETTT ILL NEVER TELL. NO ONE NEEDS TO KNOW. NOBODY. NOBODY. NEVER. ITS MY SECRET. MINE. MY BURDEN.

[Futility @FutileBall]

ITS ALL MY FAULT

[Futility @FutileBall]

imhorrible.
imhorrible.
imhorrible.
please make it stop please why wont it stop make it stop I hate this
I hate it I hate it I hate it
i cant

[Futility @FutileBall]

@A1GHTBETTT whatever..,

[Futility @FutileBall]

how do I forget someone bad forever.

[Futility @FutileBall]

@A1GHTBETTT stick your plan up your ass and leave me alone you FREAK