Life is hard, dark, and cruel. You can let it destroy you or challenge it. Positive outlooks are helpful. Some find it easier than others, and some just false motivate themselves through it. Good luck with the paths you travel or are forced to travel.
Ever get excited about something then the excitement doesn't take place so now it is just a bit of a downer on the day. Oh well another day at the happiest place on earth. False motivation is better than none.