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digital diary of a deranged female

[# love ✰🎧🍇 @ghouIspo]

i wish i could be naturally happy and like, live life and be outdoors and go read at coffee shops and in parks and make lasting connections and feel a sense of community. it seems to come so easily to others but it feels impossibly out of my reach

[# love ✰🎧🍇 @ghouIspo]

hello

[# love ✰🎧🍇 @ghouIspo]

hello im stressed and feeling very self sabotagey about my love life

[# love ✰🎧🍇 @ghouIspo]

crazy how that MAN gave me the worst uti of my life. men who treat u like shit probably have dirty dicks and that is a life lesson for u all

[# love ✰🎧🍇 @ghouIspo]

went to the beach today with Boy and in all the pictures he took i look so tiny⁉️⁉️

[# love ✰🎧🍇 @ghouIspo]

every manic pixie dream girl gf needs a tall cringe bf

[# love ✰🎧🍇 @ghouIspo]

i had to do so many chores today and its HOT and my stomach is EMPTY im suffering

[# love ✰🎧🍇 @ghouIspo]

going to the river on wednesday so its NO FOOD (other than my froyo date on tuesday) until then woo

[# love ✰🎧🍇 @ghouIspo]

hehehe gonna HAPPY watch a rom com instead of sad watching 🥰🥰🥰

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BUT UPDATE ME AND BOY ARE LIKE. UGH WE HAVE BEEN TRYING TO SEE EACH OTHER EVERY DAY AND I MEAN EVERY DAY RVEN IF ITS JUST VISITING EACH OTHERS WORK AND SPENDING OUR LUNCH TOGETHER ITS SO SWEEETTTT AND CUTE

[# love ✰🎧🍇 @ghouIspo]

hii ive been so ia bc im failing at ed having lol

[# love ✰🎧🍇 @ghouIspo]

i am officially done with boy we had GREAT sex last night FOR THE LAST TIME THAT WAS THE SENDOFF he’s so insufferable and annoying and self centered plus im going on a date tmrw with someone who actually genuinely likes me SAURR its boutta be my gf era guys

[# love ✰🎧🍇 @ghouIspo]

sometimes dinner is 3 cigarettes

[# love ✰🎧🍇 @ghouIspo]

omg paychecks came today rent is on me tonight boys

[# love ✰🎧🍇 @ghouIspo]

anyways hows anorexic august going for yall LMAO

[# love ✰🎧🍇 @ghouIspo]

ive been having such terrible anxiety lol im convinced that im just a manipulative abusive person

[# love ✰🎧🍇 @ghouIspo]

the delusions are already kicking in i listened to my walking down the isle at my wedding song on the way home AHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

[# love ✰🎧🍇 @ghouIspo]

he’s so sweet and genuine and everything i have never had in a partner LIKE WHAT IF THIS IS FINALLY IT FIR ME GUYS WHAT IF I FOUND MY PERSON