Hormone balance and gut health TikTok was sucking the life out of me so I came to twitter and I feel so much better. I’m back in biz drinking almond milk with gums
Lol I kept taking breaks and peaking out as if I was sleuthing some sort of crime outside of my pod. Like I do not meditate period. So what made me think I was gonna last a full hour in complete silence and darkness???????
Also I did the sensory deprivation tank today and I was supposed to feel relaxed for an hour but I forgot that I’m scared of the dark and was actually terrified the whole time
One European country, totally unprovoked, is openly attacking another European country with missiles. We haven’t seen this happen since 1945. This is a big deal, and we all must put aside our stupid local politics and stand with Ukraine.
Today I brought up my finsta to my therapist (yeah embarrassing I still have one) and then I tried to explain and he was like talia I’m old but I’m not that old I know what a finsta is. Never felt so seen
For my second date with my husband we met in NYC and went to a party and ended up at a McDonald's at 3:00 AM where he reached across the table, grabbed my hands, looked at me adoringly, and said "I hate this. I wanted to go to bed at 9:00. Do not expect this of me again."
‘I am thinking about tomorrow,’ said Toad. 'I am thinking about all of the many things that I will have to do.'
’Yes,’ said Frog, ‘tomorrow will be a very hard day for you.’
So any one who says that going through a faith crisis is “easy” or that they’re just choosing to “sin” or they must’ve never really believed…I’m sorry I can’t protect your world view bc I believed every word, I was so devoted. And my devotion and heart led me to this process
The pain of processing,deconstructing, reconstructing, coming to grips with, letting go of beliefs that have been plastered into your brain from the time you were an infant is insurmountable
The pain and dark night of the soul and the grief and the religious trauma and the cognitive dissonance and the mental gymnastics is great but it’s a price I need to pay for what I feel is right