Someone I know is walking around w fresh cuts out and itβs so triggering oh my god save me especially when they know I struggle with SH too they just deliberately whip them out in front of me?
The past three days Iβve fallen into the worst SH relapse Iβve ever experienced Iβm genuinely convinced Iβm never getting clean again Iβm so ashamed
I donβt know if any of my mutuals will remember me, but itβs Gin. Hi Iβm back! I was pretty much forced into semi recovery but ended up relapsing after a few days. But yeah Iβm back if anyone remembers me LOL
This might sound weird but ever since Iβve started dressing goth Iβve felt so much better, itβs oddly comforting to dye my hair black and get piercings because now I actually feel like a person again