I had feelings for her. My friends then decided to take the matters into their own hands and tell her themselves despite me being opposed to it. It didn't work out, I blamed them and got trust issues up to this day.
Long story short: Got my love letter read out loud by my teacher in the classroom, which made me doubt whether I want to confess my feelings towards my crush (she was not in my class). Then for like two months I tried to pull all the strings I could so she doesn't find out. +