아니 근데 나 애들이 이렇게까지 스밍 독려하는 거 처음 보는데 뭔가 중요한 게 걸려있다는 생각 안 들어..? 뭐 한두 번이야 그럴 수 있지 싶은데 계속 멜뮤 들어오라하고 새벽에도 보이스채팅 해주고 투표랑 스밍 계속 언급하잖아.. 글고 정규 때보다 소속사도 더 밀어준 게 보이는데.. 나 무서워
🌷it's like, but... how to put it... actually, i think this is also because i don't have experience.
🐿yes🙂↕️
🌷kinda like... when hyung was young, i was like... right around the time when i was entering elementary school,
🐿yes🙂↕️
🌷we moved to a completely countryside (place),
🐿yes🙂↕️
🌷to raise cows, my parents.
🐿🙂↕️
🌷so since i lived at there almost (all of my days as)... until around the 5th-6th year elementary student,
🐿yes
🌷i was really just completely in nature, just doing nothing,
🐿🙂↕️
🌷went school diligently, only studied at school,
🐿yes🙂↕️ ×2
🌷like did the activities we do at school,
🐿yes🙂↕️
🌷went to friend's house on weekends,
🐿🙂↕️
🌷like just... i really just, grew up in nature.
🐿yes🙂↕️
🌷the experience from that time, when i come to think of it now. i think it was really good.
🐿mm~ nature?
🌷🙂↕️
🐿i also had it a lot
🌷how is Fukui like?
🐿Fukui has nothing but nature ofc
🌷even the neighborhood riku used to li, live?
🐿the neighborhood i used to live was truly nature, completely.
🌷ah really? oh~ then was it also like that for you guys? like,
🐿yes
🌷when it turns around 9pm or 8pm,
🐿️yes
🌷the... streetlamps?
🐿️yes
🌷like the utility poles?
🐿️yes
🌷so the lights are usually on here
🐿️yes
🌷but they all go out when it turns around 8-9pm, you know that?
🐿yes that's right
🌷oh so you know it!
🐿️it becomes dark for real, becomes dark.
🌷yes ×2 so we can't see anything right
🐿️that's right ×2
🌷that's why the stars also can be seen clearly
🐿️yes. that's why it was s- so beautiful, but i felt scared if i was alone.
🌷ah at that time?
🐿️🙂↕️
🌷ah but when i was little,
🐿️yes
🌷i also was a bit scared,
🐿️yes
🌷of those stuffs. but around the time when i was in the 5, 5th-6th year of elementary school,
🐿️yes
🌷i just... just like, got used to it.
🐿️ah is it so?
261011|羊羊🐑 bubble Update
I’ve received so many birthday wishes throughout the day… Thank you everyone. I’ve thought about these words for a long time and I really want to share them with you all!
Truth be told, when I was little, I was really bad at expressing my feelings. I even wondered if I had some kind of barrier in emotional connections, haha. That’s why I rarely cried. The only few times I cried were when I was really young, because I couldn’t buy a toy I liked, lol.
To be honest, even right after debut, I still didn’t know how to express my emotions well. I’d stay behind the other members, watch how they communicated with fans, and try to imitate them.
But as time went by, I slowly learned what love means. Not the kind kept locked inside, but love that is truly spoken out. Not everyone can read your mind, after all. So I learned to express and share my genuine heart. It felt awkward at first, yet I found that saying it out loud makes such a big difference.
Gradually I realized, it wasn’t that I didn’t know what love was — I just didn’t know how to show it. Through all the time spent with you, you’ve taught me so much. You constantly show me how much you love and care for me. Every time I hear you say that, I’m genuinely happy. Of course, sometimes some people get hurt or upset because of me, and I blame myself and get stuck in overthinking. I wonder if the love I show is still not enough?
Yesterday at the event, I was asked what changed the most about me over these years. I thought long about it but didn’t say it, and just brushed it off with a joke. But what I really wanted to say is: you taught me how to express, how to love. That’s why I always tell you, if you have love in your heart, speak it out loud. If you’re shy, expressing it through jokes works too, that’s what I often do. But hiding feelings and speaking them out are worlds apart. So I want to tell you this:
Thank you for teaching me to bravely express how much I love you. This is the most important lesson you’ve given me in life!
Thank you all! I love you, you name
I feel so, so lucky with my life right now, and I know it. That’s why I only share good news and keep hardships to myself. I will never show you my vulnerable side, because I hate seeing you worry about me.
I believe I’m strong and optimistic enough, so nothing can break me.
I hope whenever you see me, your Name, you will only see joy and happiness. That’s the third wish I kept deep inside for this birthday.
Next, I want to thank all of you who prepared my birthday support projects. Even though I couldn’t go to check them out today, I’ve seen everything~~ Thank you for making me look so cool 😎😎😎 To have fans like you by my side, I truly am the luckiest person alive.
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 You're so wonderful, I love you so much
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