GOXDGUY

GOXD GUY/神者, 🇨🇳。I sometimes come here to post my own SHXT(paintings).My English is a mess so I often use a translator

[GOXDGUY @GOXDGUY2]

那个阿，那个阿，警察叔叔
抓到那个不属于这里的人

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#NYDextra

[GOXDGUY @GOXDGUY2]

about Lil-Desby
(NYD extra)
#GOXDGUYnotyoudaniel

[GOXDGUY @GOXDGUY2]

Everything I want to say is already written in front of my homepage. Go read it yourself.

I know you're watching me

[GOXDGUY @GOXDGUY2]

I just wrote another long paragraph, but I deleted them all. I know they don't matter anymore in this situation, it doesn't matter.....

I just want some people to see what that person did to me

(the rumors)

[GOXDGUY @GOXDGUY2]

I know you definitely won't choose to finish reading this story, so I'll simply and succinctly explain everything I have to say:

Rem,FXXK YOU!!!
Do you really think I'm an ignorant bXXCh？!
臭傻逼!我他妈的受够这破语言限制了!我要扛着Jacko，直接砸爆你妈的狗头!!!

[GOXDGUY @GOXDGUY2]

OH, it's useless to explain to you, because when you were spreading rumors about me, you knew very well in your heart that I was INNOCENT

[GOXDGUY @GOXDGUY2]

I know this story is long and boring for you, so I'll only talk about the most important part:

There is NO such thing as' I listened to other people's lies', and there is NO such thing as' I was forced by others to do something I shouldn't have done '

[GOXDGUY @GOXDGUY2]

To be precise,
it's me, Goxdguy,
who never speaks, never gets angry with others, and even dares not resist others'.
choose to say goodbye to YOU gently

[GOXDGUY @GOXDGUY2]

But he felt that he had to give himself an explanation.
So he chose to say goodbye to her tactfully.

[GOXDGUY @GOXDGUY2]

And at this moment, he happened to have a new hobby, a new work, so he started creating fanart for that new work and joined a new server.

He just has something new he likes, that's all

[GOXDGUY @GOXDGUY2]

But when he heard some controversial things about her, he still felt pain for a while. He thought about many things, such as whether the work and the author should be viewed separately, and whether his passion really has meaning

[GOXDGUY @GOXDGUY2]

He doesn't understand what's beneath the iceberg in this community, nor does he want to know. He just wants to paint what he loves, what he truly loves, and in his impression, she's a friendly person, that's all

[GOXDGUY @GOXDGUY2]

He told her that he created these fanart pieces just for his own liking, not for making money, not for any meaning, just for his own enjoyment

[GOXDGUY @GOXDGUY2]

Although they haven't been together for long, he has already regarded her as his friend
Almost a year has passed, during which he has been creating fanart about her works. Although his mental health has not improved, he has at least found some reasons to enjoy himself in hardship

[GOXDGUY @GOXDGUY2]

To him,
who had just entered the server, she looked very gentle and patient, completely different from the kind of strangers who were difficult to get close to.
And She also never hesitates to praise his works.

[GOXDGUY @GOXDGUY2]

But what he didn't expect was that the author of that work contacted him proactively.

She told him: 'I really appreciate you creating these works. Would you like to come to my server?'

He agreed.

Because he hasn't been recognized like this by others for a long time

[GOXDGUY @GOXDGUY2]

So he did it this way. He drew fanart for a work he really liked at that time, and he believed that as long as one or two people followed him, he should be very satisfied

[GOXDGUY @GOXDGUY2]

At this moment, he felt that life was in darkness. He thought to himself, 'Why don't I post my paintings online? If someone likes them, at least I can be a little happier.'

[GOXDGUY @GOXDGUY2]

His childhood hobby of drawing became his only way to relieve depression, but the situation didn't improve at all.
His mental illness gradually worsened, and he tried taking medication to help himself, but the result was not only useless but also a lot of money wasted