Back to day 1. Yesterday was day 23, I don’t know why but I slipped big time. 1 glass of wine turned into 1 1/2 bottles. Why does it have such control over me.
One good thing my Covid test came back negative.
@brown_nemesis Very local outbreak of the delta variant. I had to get the Covid test and isolate until my result. Home lockdown. Bored, depressed and scared as I had symptoms, thankfully just a cold.
@DarnaLaurence @PosseRecovery I’ve been putting off going to the doctor because of this. Hoping to get a month clean of alcohol before I go. Not sure if it will make a difference. I dread the lecture my doctor will give me. I also know I need to go.
@catknowsitall My husband and I are not compatible food wise. He always wants something different than what I bought and cooked. I’ve given up, he’s now cooking. But I think I will be having a heart attack so, so much salt.
13 days 17hours. Does anyone else have trouble sleeping. I’m tired at night but can’t sleep, during the day I feel like a zombie. I tried 2mg of Melatonin last night, it helped me fall asleep, but still ended getting up in the middle of the night.😴
@EllieSober Don’t give in Ellie, be true self. Your son will understand and being sober he will never be embarrassed by you, unlike mine has been. Keep trying it is worth it.
@EllieSober I used to be the same. I would drink before going out because I thought it helped me relax and people seemed to like me more. It just broke down my inhibitions. Sometimes too much and then people didn’t like me. Being sober, I am reserved, but I’m me. 1/2