/ I wasn't going to log back in here. After what I did I don't deserve to be here, and I plan on logging back out after this post. But it was brought to my attention that several people wanted to hear my side of the story, and I thought it was the right thing to give them that --
explanation, but it's the truth, and that's all I can give. I can't press a magic button that excuses everything and makes it right. Because there is no excuse, I fucked up no matter how long ago. And I need to pay for that, I just hope this can give the people who wanted to --