Its been a year. Hindi nawala yun nararamdaman ko. Ayaw ko lang mag paka strong tulad ng sinasabi nila. Para mawala. Gusto ko mafeel kung ano yun mafefeel ko, At sa totoo lang ang sakit, masakit parin pala. You cant unlove someone. And yes, pinipili ko parin mag move forward.
a girl on tiktok said “healing is so hard because it is a constant battle between your inner child who is scared and just wants safety.... your inner teenager who is angry and just wants justice.... and your current self-who is tired and just wants peace." and it hits me hard.
the concept of stacey singing 'tadhana' on live, then suddenly seeing mikha in the comments… "hi mikhs, what are u doing here? shut up..." ANG MIKHCEY KOOO HUHUEHUHUHU 😭