โ i don't think i can inherit something . i only have the shield . โ he said , crossing his arms . โ i am not leaving , buck . not without you by my side . โ
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โ โ โ What's this, your inheritance? โ Serious look despite the nonchalant tone in his voice, he takes the papers his friend's handing to him. โ I swear if this is about you leaving again. . . โ
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he shakes his head in disagreement . โ i could never get tired from you . besides , there are some things i would certainly like to show you . apparently , modern times can be a blessing when it comes to new stuff . โ he admitted +
a jittered breath inwardโโand out came a small sound as proof of him failing the previous task , tangled with his small chuckle . โ glued at the hip , โ bucky hummed , shaky and quiet . โ you might be the one that gets tired first . โ
he holds him closer , hand holding his head while feeling a lump in his own throat . โ then we will have to put that into test , don't we ? โ he sniffled . โ always together . โ
buckyโs head sank to his shoulder , trying anything just to hide the fact that his vision had become wavy with tears . no crying , barnesโโcome on . โ donโt think that could ever happen , bud . . โ
he nods , feeling insanely guilty . if there was one way he could undo everything that happened to bucky , make sure he lives a good life . . . he would've . but there's no such thing . โ it's not happening again . โ
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Thereโs a flicker in Bucky's eyes thenโregret, disbelief, maybe something closer to hope, though he buries it fast.
โYeah, wellโฆ you left once. Felt like forever.โ
He exhales through his nose, arms still folded, like if he lets them drop, everything else might fall.
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โ yeah , sure โ trying to make the situation more manageable , he nods . โ i am not . i will be bugging you forevermore , you will get tired of seeing my face . โ
โ i didnโt do anything stupid . โ it almost came out as a whine , a sound so distinctly * childish it felt ripped from their younger years . he knows it isnโt far off , thoughโโthereโs too * many things . โ you canโt leave again . you canโt . โ
he shakes his head . he had been such an idiot , leaving him alone . . . โ i was always going to come back for you . you did something stupid in the meantime , though . . . but it's okay . โ
he doesnโt feel trappedโโnot by steve , at least . somewhere , heโs aware of the fact that he wouldnโt have to fight very hard to break free . . but the idea of removing himself makes him nauseous . โ . . โn i thought you werenโt cominโ backโโ โ
Darcy's smile twists into an amused laugh. "Great, I made Captain America laugh. Thatโs gotta be worth at least one โget out of trouble freeโ card, right?"
โ it's a journey โ he replies , shrugging . โ i was . we were very close , together in all difficulty . . . she helped me when things went wrong . โ
just feeling him close again is the confirmation he needs . his arms do not imprison bucky but rather just hold him , heart beating fast . โ i thought I'd never see you again , i . . . โ
his breath snags in his throat , something akin to a choked cry squeaking outโโdespite not being in pain . their frame shook against steve before fingers tug into the back of his shirt ; a sudden need to just . . be buried in everything that confirmed it was * him .
โ i am . i will always be . โ his voice tries to calm him , and yet once he's close enough , he cannot avoid his sentimentality overtake him . he hugs him .
bucky knows . he knows that heโs having to be approached like a wild animal that might bolt , or bite . they hate knowing it . โ again , โ they repeatedโโdid they forget something ? โ youโre here . * really here . โ
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Bucky doesnโt meet his eyes right away. Doesnโt need to. The voice alone is enough to crack something heโs spent years keeping sealed.
โTook you long enough... Wasnโt sure youโd come back.โ
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โ you are โ he can see the panic in his face , and he can feel everything in him hurt at this sight . โ i am here . with you . again . โ a step closer .
theyโre rigid , anxious yet unwilling to move even still . this isโโthis is * steve , he shouldnโt feel anything but relief . but suddenly the time away feels too heavy . โ iโm looking at you , โ he breathes slowly . โ so nothing feels like itโs slipping . . โ