Helena

On my road to recovery from both self harm and ed. No DNI I block freely.

If you want to moot just text me anywhere. || #recoverytwt ||
any/all 16 yo ||

[Helena @H_Helaa_]

Today I was getting ready for my girlfriend's birthday party. I wasn't easy to find good clothes since I've gained 8 kilos during my recovery. But you know what? I got ready, looked in the mirror and actually liked what I see.

[Helena @H_Helaa_]

I don't mind shed accounts interacting with me and I might still post vent stuff.

[Helena @H_Helaa_]

Hi guys. I am officialy starting my recovery from ed and sh. I've been clean from sh for over half a year and lately I've consulted my therapist in regard to my eating disorders. My current goal is to reach bmi 18 and free myself from ed symptoms.

[Helena @H_Helaa_]

Hi guys. I am officialy starting my recovery from ed and sh. I've been clean from sh for over half a year and lately I've consulted my therapist in regard to my eating disorders. My current goal is to reach bmi 18 and free myself from ed symptoms.

[Helena @H_Helaa_]

@mat00102 dzisiaj z koleżanką szukałyśmy czy ktoś na ulicy nam da
siedział typ i prosił o hajs z tabliczką że na piwo
wrzuciłam mu 5 zeta i dał nam po jednym szlugu
dobroć popłaca

[Helena @H_Helaa_]

Finished a list of shit I have to do for school during holidays and yk what maybe I should've started earlier (kill me)

[Helena @H_Helaa_]

@elirosemaryy zdarza się najlepszym

[Helena @H_Helaa_]

I was working out at the gym but I couldn't finish the workout because my rapist came and I got triggered, I hate myself, my girlfriend tried to distract me but I really wanted to stay longer, I know it's not my private gym but fuck off, it used to be my safe space

[Helena @H_Helaa_]

@desespo1r your stitch scars look so good, they are so even

[Helena @H_Helaa_]

może i jest gorąco w pizdu i się gotuję ale przynajmniej mam TO

[Helena @H_Helaa_]

@moreczarnekakao that's not that bad of an idea actually

[Helena @H_Helaa_]

can you get high on tizanidine and is it really discouraged to take it with antidepressants?

[Helena @H_Helaa_]

and then I hear a girl who was also there and attended meals say that she lost 3 kilos

[Helena @H_Helaa_]

I've been on a field trip from school for 4 days and barely ate anything because I didn't attend the meals and I STILL GAINED WEIGHT wtf is wrong with me

[Helena @H_Helaa_]

I've been on a field trip from school for 4 days and barely ate anything because I didn't attend the meals and I STILL GAINED WEIGHT wtf is wrong with me

[Helena @H_Helaa_]

@angelopiantubes I would give you head for that

[Helena @H_Helaa_]

@fermentowanie hej sewuś

[Helena @H_Helaa_]

@Akai_Hiyashinsu I have absolutely no idea, I didn't even have a blackout but I can't remember falling on my knees at any point

[Helena @H_Helaa_]

I woke up after a party with THIS on my knees how tf do I explain it to my mom

[Helena @H_Helaa_]

I ACTUALLY GAVE MY GF AN ORGASM WHAT AN ACHIEVEMENT

[Helena @H_Helaa_]

why did sex with my gf wake me up from my drunk phase, give it back

[Helena @H_Helaa_]

I am so drunk but I love it and I want to have cnc sex with my gf in the bathroom and I'm so excited for it