Haiiro Blitzhound (comms closed indefinately)

someone ruined me beyond repair, have fun seeing my lifeless body soon

[Haiiro Blitzhound (comms closed indefinately) @HaiiroVTuber]

yes, I am slowly getting insane, yes, any treatment or help I am getting is slowly not working, yes, someone broke me beyond repair, yes, that person left me to rot again... yes, I might be ending myself soon

[Haiiro Blitzhound (comms closed indefinately) @HaiiroVTuber]

forgot to re-add, had multiple suicide attempts but failed (my neck hurts) :<

[Haiiro Blitzhound (comms closed indefinately) @HaiiroVTuber]

update: going even more insane as usual but wound has healed up :P medication is killing me with the side effects (headaches and drowsiness), they took all of my sharp stuff so I am stuck here hitting my head on my table whenever my mind snaps but im doing ok’nt

[Haiiro Blitzhound (comms closed indefinately) @HaiiroVTuber]

@FushimiVT thank u so much

[Haiiro Blitzhound (comms closed indefinately) @HaiiroVTuber]

snitches gets stitches, but in this case, people who never gave a damn after you gave your all, will give you stitches (had to get my stitches removed, it… hurted alot)

[Haiiro Blitzhound (comms closed indefinately) @HaiiroVTuber]

@ttvmkakili thank you so much <3

[Haiiro Blitzhound (comms closed indefinately) @HaiiroVTuber]

I trusted you, you were the only one I trusted so dearly, that I could trust my life to you, but you fucking treated me like trash, like I was no one, you easily fucking replaced me after using me all up. I fucking gave you my everything, and you fucking threw me out like trash

[Haiiro Blitzhound (comms closed indefinately) @HaiiroVTuber]

@DemonKwen thank you so much!

[Haiiro Blitzhound (comms closed indefinately) @HaiiroVTuber]

@ttvmkakili currently almost at my lowest but hanging in there, got lots of support from my friends and family

[Haiiro Blitzhound (comms closed indefinately) @HaiiroVTuber]

fuck me, just thinking about you, makes me feel dizzy, my chest hurts, and I feel like I am in the verge of having a mental breakdown, am i that emotionally traumatized? or am I just insane

[Haiiro Blitzhound (comms closed indefinately) @HaiiroVTuber]

I still loved and trusted you, but it was so sad seeing you like this, a disgusting selfish person

[Haiiro Blitzhound (comms closed indefinately) @HaiiroVTuber]

… you left me, multiple times, whenever I needed you, yet I still always believed and trusted you… I dont know anymore

[Haiiro Blitzhound (comms closed indefinately) @HaiiroVTuber]

i fucking hate everything, im fucking killing myself soon, i fucking hate you all

[Haiiro Blitzhound (comms closed indefinately) @HaiiroVTuber]

hello, update, i had a episode and attempted to end my life and was rushed to the ER, i am unfortunately currently bedridden from being weak due to the blood loss