I’ve been loving my new career, and all I want to do is share every moment with John. I can’t wait till he’s home because he’s always so invested into what I do, and I love him for that.
Um ok this is unreal?? I just wanted to say to anyone who listened to my music this year, anywhere in the world, thank you. Getting named Spotify’s Global Top Artist in 2023 is truly the best birthday/holiday gift you could’ve given me. We’ve seriously had THE MOST fun this year out there on tour and now this. Are you serious. So I was trying to think of a way to thank you, and a lot of you have been asking me to put “You’re Losing Me (From The Vault)” on streaming... so here you go! You can finally listen EVERYWHERE now 💋
https://t.co/pEpPzQMsM5
whoever i date next best be prepared to take a deep dive into the marvel cinematic universe - i’m talking all 27 movies in order plus the various tv shows idgaf how long it takes i’ll die on that couch with my cute lil nerdy soulmate
I just got home from work, and John’s already asleep. He rolls over and brings his arm and the covers up to have me come in, and then Zenon comes to lay on the other side of me. After a long day, this made me the happiest.
John is soundly asleep next to me. There was a time where I was worried about his safety, or when I would hear from him next. Now I can hear him breathing, I can feel his warmth, the blankets shuffling with every move he makes.
This is peace. This is serenity.
I am grateful.
mentally, I haven’t been okay. But I’m really proud of myself for how well I’m holding it together even if it’s only me who sees it. I’m really proud of myself.