Seoham definitely has a fave. Because he is that type of person.
Like that moment when Seoham acknowledge he is such a good photographer and friends said: I took that picture.
He didn’t comment it afterwards.
Healed Sagittarius: i hate you. (still chaotic and childish)
Healed Scorpio: -smiles and observe-
Healed Sagittarius: i hate you. Say something.
Healed Scorpio: 👍
Healed Sagittarius: Why— you don’t care about me (testing)
Healed Scorpio: Honey, you don’t mean hate right? you’re tired tell me.
Healed Sagittarius: I will tell you later. But i still hate you. (wont admit theyre wrong)
Healed Scorpio and Healed Sagittarius meeting each other again:
Healed Scorpios realised control came from within themselves hence with external forces they go with the flow. Becoming an emotional anchor.
Healed Sagittarius realised freedom is not external but freedom is within themselves (them having more boundaries and accepting their live as it is) and them being able to feel free with the person who love them even when they’re chaotic realizing nothing hold them back but they can retreat to someone who cares.
Wisdom: Once you found someone that care even when that person’s life is hanging on a thin thread. Time will prove that person’s consistency in your life. Do not believe momentary results.
Patience is not taught in one day. Only NPD people will have no patience, they will self sabotage and put blame on other people. Wisdom here is extreme level of patience. It will get better.
No one:
Parameswara: -walking around the Malacca market acting like he’s not a ruler-
Bendahara: Where is Parameswara, he’s not at his chamber and he has upcoming meetings about taxes with merchants from other neighboring land.
Guards: … We’re sorry he’s not here again, we will search for him
Parameswara: -becoming friends with random merchants disguising as normal merchant so that he can eat, listen to stories, pay for food like normal citizens-
The ruler of Malacca, Parameswara (Sultan Iskandar Shah) is chaotic because he has so many side quests but it was coming from a place of: “I want to understand my people because my people understands me”
Only Malaysians have so much opinions AND if things started to go right again, they try to understand and becoming the biggest ally of the opinion that they once stood by believing it was risky and wrong. The emotional limbo, was definitely ancestral reaction passed down for generations since ancient times. Malaysians were taught difficulties and ease will come right after. That is what makes us ONE. People from this land are with wisdom.
This applies to Kak Jas’s situation as well, sincerely welcome back, Kak Jas.. Nothing matters more if you’re safe and sound now. #Jaslinda
Most resilient zodiac sign: healed Scorpio
- those who have seen darkness, they will fight them. This is the sign you found in your darkest times and found your rebirth. And they stood for you for life. (if they like you if not nope)
Mourning to the parents that teaches you wrong stuffs, them not regulate your emotions, taunt you countlessly reminding what you did wrong, what you owe them, etc.
Uncomfortable truth:
What NPD parents does to you? Just: brain damage and worst your parents are AWARE :)
Most human will have 2 reactions:
- comfortable with the abuse because they don’t want to believe it, body shakes and biological reaction came hence they lost themselves, some lost control they will harm/mirror NPD back and they are aware.
- I call this: Rebirth phase (brain resets and this is rare because to have this you need to be happy your entire life). Becoming a better person progressively.