Offred

Inside the thoughts of Offred and what she would tweet in present day by @scarletfierce

[Offred @HandmaidsTale]

Ch46-I contemplate suicide but make no decition before the Eyes come to get me. Nick says they're nonbelievers. I do not know.

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Ch45-The Wife knows what I've done with the commander. She found lipstick on the coat I wore outside. Her coat.

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Ch44- I go shopping with a woman who claims to be Ofglen. I am afraid. I find out Ofglen hanged herself to escape.

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Ch43- Once the three bodies are hanging, Aunt Lydia brings out a man that she says is a rapist but is not. The Handmaids beat him to death.

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Ch42- We go to a Salvaging. Two Handmaids and a Wife are to be killed. They don't tell us their crimes. This makes us unhappy.

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Ch41- I visit Nick more often we are in love but we don't say it. Ofglen wants me to get information from the Commander. I don't want to.

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Ch40- The wife leads me to the Nick's room. I dream about making love to him but that's not what this is. I feel like I betrayed Luke.

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Ch39- The Commander takes me up to his hotel room, I think about Moira. He wants to start the Ceremony early, I scream in silence.

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Ch38- I go to the bathroom an Aunt still guards the doors. Moira and I whisper to each other. Remembering the underground Jezebels.

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Ch37- We go to a club, he displays me in front of people that are dressed up. I get a Gin and Tonic. Moira is here we meet in the bathroom.

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Ch36- The Commander has given me a dress, it should be distoryed. I must dress up tonight, he is taking me out. I must hide my identity.

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Ch35- Falling for the Commander, wondering what he's like with other men. Wipping tears away. Looking at a recent picture of my child.

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Ch34- The arranged marriages begin. The underground unbelievers know about the commander and me.

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Ch33- We gather for the Prayvaganza. Handmaids can whisper freely here. Something was wrong with Janine's baby.

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Ch32- I ask the maid for a match to light the cigarette the wife gave me. The Commander told me they did this because men didn't have power.

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Ch31- Ofglen and I see new bodies at the wall. The wife thinks I should try to get pregnant by Nick. She knows where my daughter is.

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Ch30- Remebering our plot to escape. Luke had to kill our cat. I ignore the prayers I was taught and pray my own.

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Ch29- Scrabble again, this time we talk. I find out the meaning of what was written on the floor. The girl before me hanged herself.

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Ch28- Remembering having frozen money, the day all women lost their jobs. Luke said it would be ok.

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Ch27-Ofglen reveals that she is not a true believer. As we walk home from shopping a man is taken away before us. I'm relieved it's not me.