she was there for me when i really needed someone, we’d been close for years, and there were so many things about her that i genuinely understood and related to. but at the same time, the friendship had become really, really draining.
No matter if I tried to be genuinely happy, the world has some way manage to fuck me over. I was clutching and fidgeting it so it wouldn't fall off. Yet, it did. Just when I was about to reach my destination. It wasn't there anymore.