I don't feel shame talking about my struggles with alcohol and drugs abuse, because this Is who i am, i'm owning My problems and taking full responsibility of them...
@TheEbonyMaw I don't know who's your dad or what you are talking about, but yeah i do want kids, but first i need to put My shit together because i'm a mess of a human being Right now...
I used to have a small Notebook that the aliens stole from me where i used to write and draw My experiences during my lsd and other pyschedelics trips, wish i could get It back...
Had a really deep Talk with My druggies Yesterday, they are all fucking artists, musicians and most important really creative people, i'm following their advice and i'm going to start getting creative again.