I helped her with that too. Those nights for like a full year I’d finish a full day of work, come home, sleep for three hours from 6pm to 9pm and then sit with my grandmother from 9pm until 6am before getting ready for work and leaving at 7:30.
For the longest time I didn’t care to have a partner, but now I’m wondering if my lack of ambition is partly due to feeling I can’t share experiences with others who aren’t biologically programmed to love me?