Bee 🇵🇸

TW: depress1on, anx1ety, ED | Late 30s, enby (they/them), queer, aut!stic | I block fatphobes and under-16s

[Bee 🇵🇸 @hatolowei]

My doctor has been wondering if, or maybe just thinks that, I've been more depressed lately. I'm starting to wonder myself. Yes, I could have lower iron, but that doesn't explain my cognition being fucked, or the lack of motivation

[Bee 🇵🇸 @hatolowei]

I'm just tired. All the time. Too tired to do mental work. Too tired to function properly.

It's like certain parts of me are simply disconnected. Trying to make them work is futile, because the connection no longer exists

[Bee 🇵🇸 @hatolowei]

@neocollector I eat "normally" these days and even I don't always eat a portion this large... they're really reaching here

[niche @nichemogged]

Me Af

[Bee 🇵🇸 @hatolowei]

@neocollector It's because you're still relatively young. If you're still doing this in 10-15 years, I promise you, your health status will change

[Bee 🇵🇸 @hatolowei]

@fairyprxncess @fairiehaze

[Bee 🇵🇸 @hatolowei]

I have a lot to say, but no words for any of it

[Bee 🇵🇸 @hatolowei]

@thatgreenracc @g_abe2 Steak too juicy, lobster too buttery

[Bee 🇵🇸 @hatolowei]

@thatgreenracc @Idontexistbaby Yeah, but is that sadism or Usher

[Bee 🇵🇸 @hatolowei]

@SpoonieRogueYT @Fedayiaktas @NightSkyToday @grok Google is AI now. I'd suggest DuckDuckGo

[Bee 🇵🇸 @hatolowei]

@cryocounty @will_selecta If you are a low empathy person, it makes sense that you might also struggle to have empathy for yourself

Yes, people with low empathy are also human. Saying that is just having empathy for that fact. However, your actions still need to be moral. One doesn't cancel out the other

[Bee 🇵🇸 @hatolowei]

@bluestberries Memory loss is a common side effect of benzos