if not now when, if not i who then.

[if not now when, if not i who then. @heartdeathtree]

and when someone discovers this apparent and easy to find account theyd know not the significance of each tweet. as for everything—lies a story even i had forgotten.

[if not now when, if not i who then. @heartdeathtree]

I feel like im about to die again

[if not now when, if not i who then. @heartdeathtree]

skeptically my final (maybe final) act of love

[if not now when, if not i who then. @heartdeathtree]

in order for anyone to win a game he must first abide the rules

[if not now when, if not i who then. @heartdeathtree]

this is the bane of my existenc🤩

[if not now when, if not i who then. @heartdeathtree]

twitter hiatus🔥🔥 i legit ran out of quotes

[if not now when, if not i who then. @heartdeathtree]

I will not die

[if not now when, if not i who then. @heartdeathtree]

I am taking everything i can to not end any of this

may it be through the return of old addictions or through the burns and cuts

through my dying lungs
and through my aching heart

I will not be dying

Akhiles you have to thank me for this one

[if not now when, if not i who then. @heartdeathtree]

i will not die.

[if not now when, if not i who then. @heartdeathtree]

the name keeps haunting me🚶‍♂️

[if not now when, if not i who then. @heartdeathtree]

whatever my intuition says i must trust

as going other wise costed me more than i should have.

[if not now when, if not i who then. @heartdeathtree]

euphoria is a fucking masterpiece

[منصور @_Anonnz]

الطفل ربما لن يتذكر، لكن جده لن ينسى هذه اللحظة إلى الأبد

[if not now when, if not i who then. @heartdeathtree]

May 3-4 , 2026

3:22am

[if not now when, if not i who then. @heartdeathtree]

whatever u say kafka

[if not now when, if not i who then. @heartdeathtree]

thank you lord.

[if not now when, if not i who then. @heartdeathtree]

1 -2 year timeline scope pa nga talaga

[if not now when, if not i who then. @heartdeathtree]

It has been 13 years and not a single year has the sunflower not not pop out/linger out in or within the bg of my life

I hav been taking for granted how much flowers and plants play a reoccurring presence in my life

and somewhat it really has just been the norm living w them

[if not now when, if not i who then. @heartdeathtree]

It pretty much was good trade off.

i gained my family s trust
my independence

my brothers and i got closer

my sibling and i got closer

I appreciate the love around me more

whatchu think akhi?

objectively it is (?)

but at the same time virtue wise fuck everything that haps

[if not now when, if not i who then. @heartdeathtree]

as did times change and as you were akhi. I respect ur sentiments then.

[if not now when, if not i who then. @heartdeathtree]

i wanted to know what made you you

i eventually knew.
and even all throughout i tried bridging every part of you.

but there was always one missing link.

the death in ur eyes.
somewhat
i did understand

I did found out
but now were strangers

[if not now when, if not i who then. @heartdeathtree]

What makes him himself and his soul.

I still remember ur eyes

through the years

and i understand now because of how much an abyss he is.

you are the spirit that lights up the lillies