I’m rlly glad this video was made tbh. It’s kinda embarrassing to admit but between me naturally being INCREDIBLY anxious and dbd being dbd I have awful killer anxiety. It’s good to see that it’s at least being talked abt a bit now
dbd is survivor sided simply because if you lose as survivor you just get a little angry but losing as a killer starts making you feel like you don’t even deserve love
Since Qwel is making a new update for the circus trio, please remember not to play the game for them.
It’s obvious that she’s using them to lure players back in since they’re one of the most popular groups.
Please continue the boycott and always show support for the victims.
Ok ok listen I know most of us still have a deep connection with this game and fandom but THIS SITUATION ISN'T OVER RIGHT?? so I BETTER NOT hear about ANYBODY giving in to that sweet sweet circus trio 3-IN-1 TOTW and FORGETTING because that is EXACTLY WHAT QWEL WANTS
I vented to my dad about how I was feeling suicidal lately, and made an attempt at my life. my mental state took a decline because my cocaine addict brother moved in and started to dictate everything in the house. I didn’t feel comfortable leaving my room and started to avoid areas where he was which was the majority of the house.
My mom confronts me 2 days later calling me a manipulative liar. That there’s nothing wrong with me mentally. That she called the psych ward and told them everything about me and they pulled up my files and confirmed that there was nothing wrong with me and that I’m just lazy. That in two days they were going to put me in the ward and get me to function correctly to work instead of being lazy.
It wasn’t the first time she made my suicide attempt about herself. Back in 2018 I made and attempt at my life again shortly after graduating high school. My mom for years kept telling me that the only accomplishment I will ever have is just going to high school but never graduating. I’m a constant failure and no one would ever want me as their wife let alone their friend. I have no future beyond just being a burden to them for years.
All of it just remained constant in my head replaying. Made especially worse when my brothers ex wife excluded me from dinner at a restaurant all because I stood up for myself when my brother and mom made fun of me. No one stood up for me and no one said anything in the car on the way home when I was crying my eyes out the entire time.
I decided that after graduation I would just take my life.
I failed and when I came back from the emergency mental health center. She made me apologize to her for “being ungrateful about my life and disrespecting the effort she put into giving me life”
During therapy she kept asking me about what I talked about during my sessions. I kept lying to myself that it was because she cared.
No, she was paranoid that I was talking about her and wanted to use my feelings as gossip for the family.
I left a few weeks ago, homeless now but happy because I can finally breathe. I would rather struggle to live somewhere than to tolerate more years of abuse. I’m still processing all the years of abuse and I still cry remembering it all. Thankfully my friends have been helping me process and move on from what happened.