amab L that happened to be intersex w severe physical & mental issues oh thawts so sad :(( also socialist libtard & history nerd & architecture nerd & musician
guess all this nonsense comes from forced “intersex-curing” testosterone HRT that obviously destroyed my voice. while my brain seem to still consider my pre puberty voice as the primary one, though i obviously will never be able to return it
Ima dumbass cuz i personally deprived myself from talking out of voice dysphoria, while other transfems freely use their boy-voice all the time. Maybe it will sound narcissistic but from my pov my low voice is extremely dissonant to my “passing” looks and overall feel substituted
on the other hand, my attempts at fem or just higher androgynous voice is messing with my self consciousness and feel fake asl. So im kinda muted all the time, unless talking is necessarily.
life update: cant wear any of my pants anymore cuz i got too fat. i was at 37kg(81lbs) like a year ago idk wat hapend why am i suddenly 56kg(123lbs) i didnt really eat more... probably just estrogen😹(and bedrotting) guess ill start doin those transgirl looksmax exercises already
btw i have a song w @lmaobox
its out everywhere https://t.co/oESogLDnad oh wow. these random clips of my lipsync is the only thing i was able to do this week. it just abruptly ends. amazing.