me when im so depressed the only thing i can bring myself to do is sleep and by the end of the day i end up screaming begging for my dad to just say the literal script i am giving him to comfort me because he won’t do it at all otherwise
today i lived that scene from you’re getting old/assburgers where there’s no background music and a whole plot happens around stan while he is completely silent until he just starts yelling about how stupid it all is
i think that the only point of being alive is to do what makes you happy and what makes you feel like life is worth living and the one thing that will always be for me is killing myself
it is just the truth that there is never gonna be another day in my life where i can be happy without taking my meds. and if im on my meds im not really happy.