I'm a tiny bit late but hey ! Since the year is coming to an end, I wanna do a retrospective on what I did this year - so I'll post one picture done in 2023 everyday till the end of the year ! :D
Starting with my casual Dori back in Janyuary !
Si des fans de #FFXIV qui ne sont pas de Paris veulent quand mรชme la monture (ou les keychains quand ils arriveront) je veux bien rรฉcupรฉrer รงa pour vous en รฉchange des bubble teas !
#gongcha#FF14
@Falrim_ Thanks for your kind words ! I can't shake the feeling that I'm not doing enough, even if I know that it's probably from family trauma
Thanks for taking the time to write a comment ๐
[don't mind me here]
It's big FOMO time and feeling fckin useless and stupid
Seeing all my friends being hired as offi cosplayers or working with great photographers or doing super cool projects and I know it's not rational at all but I feel left out and "less"
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happy anniversary fgo! this series means so much to me ๐ฅน i can't wait to cosplay gudako again !! #fgo #FateGrandOrder #FateGO #fatecosplay
๐ธ: @deathwik
Am I hiding too much behind my depression to cover my laziness ?
I know I shouldn't feel that way, I've been to Dokomi and Kamiplay etc, I'll be participating in Focus later in the year so why do I feel so bad and wrong rn ....
So yeah anyway probably my brain messing w me
Buying costumes doesn't ease the scratch pouring money doesn't do the trick I know I must do something wrong am I focusing my energy where I should ?
Probably not since I haven't done a home shooting in more than half a year, I haven't sew anything...
Bonjour tout le monde ๐
Je suis vraiment dรฉsolรฉe de ne pas streamer en ce moment. Je dois terminer mon mรฉmoire, j'essaierai de streamer ร nouveau rรฉguliรจrement en septembre !!
art : @xoria_00 / design : @HobbitViking
I'm starting to feel bad about my body again, especially in cosplay
The past year I saw an improvement in how I saw myself in pictures etc but it's getting bad again
I feel ridiculous, almost disgusting, and ugly
I feel like everything is wrong about me