@RashaelGirling NatWest are a truly awful company with zero morals/understanding. I’ve had an account for 25 years with them and they refused me a mortgage because of a default 12 years ago. My mortgage business went elsewhere and closed my account straight away.
Day 592. Spent the weekend moving into our new house. Also spent the weekend pinching myself. This simply would’ve have been possible had I been gambling.
@CraigShitpeas You’ve made this happen. Don’t look beyond that. Your transformation has been inspirational and you continue to inspire me. It’s a pleasure sort of knowing you.
I force myself to spend some time to think about the devastation gambling has caused me. I need to still have that connection to the sadness in a way. It keeps me balanced. But things are much better now and the gambler feels just like a person I used to know.
Day 536. I don’t think about gambling at all anymore. Not whatsoever. Very, very occasionally I’m curious what the bookies odds are on certain things but it doesn’t give me an urge. That said, I fully appreciate that it’s dormant at the moment and could come back anytime.
@GAddict95 So sad. Had a few exchanges with him over our shared love of League 2 football. Thoroughly decent bloke. Thinking of him and you all tonight.
Day 520. Tough week. Car broke down on Saturday, was deported from India on Monday, mum was burgled on Tuesday - it’s like the worlds shittest Craig David song. Heading back from California to see my babies though.