Why worry about how things will turn out? He never forgets you, and He never ignores your prayers. He’s just testing you to see how much you can truly trust and love Him through it all.
I saw a beautiful quote today;
"You've done your part. You've prayed already. You've cried already. Now, watch Allah to do His part. Comfort your heart, and just trust Him."
I am not a good man and maybe I'll never be
but the sky knows that I try my hardest to be better in every way.
That despite my sins and my lowest ways
I try to be a better man than the one I was yesterday.