Narcissus

Shitposting, rants and all.

[Narcissus @HumanParodyAcc]

True freedom is death.

[Narcissus @HumanParodyAcc]

I wish to not wake up tomorrow.
Hope it's my first and the last day of this year.

[Narcissus @HumanParodyAcc]

One must not imagine sisyphus.

[Narcissus @HumanParodyAcc]

I've spent this year living as a ghost.

[Narcissus @HumanParodyAcc]

It doesn't get better, it only gets worse.

[Narcissus @HumanParodyAcc]

So much tired of this life,

[Narcissus @HumanParodyAcc]

anyways.. I hope i don't wake up tomorrow

[Narcissus @HumanParodyAcc]

sometimes.. I think I should have gotten out of my bed and jumped off the bridge as I planned. well, this was 5/6 years ago!
Now if (when) I kill myself I want it to be seen as an accident. I don't want anyone to know that i wanted to de or that I killed myself! NO

[Narcissus @HumanParodyAcc]

a heart that longs suffers...

[Narcissus @HumanParodyAcc]

I've spent this year living as a ghost.

[Narcissus @HumanParodyAcc]

Today is "Eid" (muslim festival) and a month back it was my birthday. I hate birthdays but anyways.. guess how many wishes I got? None.. a two maybe but they were more or less forward text messages.

[Narcissus @HumanParodyAcc]

Each day I am reminded of my loneliness.. how alone I am even when surrounded with so many people.
I don't blame them, I myself am responsible for it but sometimes it's nice to have someone by you. Someone you can talk or share your silly ideas with. I've no one but myself.

[Narcissus @HumanParodyAcc]

Anyways!.. thank you folks.
Time to go off for a while and hopefully never return (again).

[Narcissus @HumanParodyAcc]

This is YOU.

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This emptying emptiness.. it's as if there's a hole in and all that's left is leaking out, everything good.

[Narcissus @HumanParodyAcc]

It's alright, you will be okay. Maybe not today but you will be.

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Khair!..